Today was not a good day. I’ve been fighting my body all day. Starting with trying not to faint at work. I got very close to it but managed to fight it off. It tired me though. Tired me greatly. So my head started turning, and all the joking and fun at work turned into personal attacks (or at least that’s how they felt) and I withdrew more and more as the day went on.
I’m now home but feel like crying. My head just keeps telling me that I’m not good enough. I’m too negative. I’m a horrible person. I’m not feminine enough. No one wants me. All I want to do is run away and hide from everyone and everything.