Bad day

 Today was not a good day.  I’ve been fighting my body all day. Starting with trying not to faint at work. I got very close to it but managed to fight it off. It tired me though. Tired me greatly. So  my head started turning, and all the joking and fun at work turned into personal attacks (or at least that’s how they felt) and I withdrew more and more as the day went on.

I’m now home but feel like crying. My head just keeps telling me that I’m not good enough. I’m too negative. I’m a horrible person. I’m not feminine enough. No one wants me. All I want to do is run away and hide from everyone and everything. 

2 thoughts on “Bad day”

  1. im sorry that youre having such a bad day. that was me everyday. at some point I lifted my self esteem and I stopped being so up in my head when around other people. but before I was able to change I had basically become a recluse. I started to ignore everyone. even people I liked. Especially people I liked. It was difficult and I never felt good about being anywhere. I feel different but Im not sure that I am any better. I just know that im not any worse. Im surviving. I hope you find a way to have peace and feel better about things. xo

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