If it werent for you I wouldnt have felt the need to find someone. And when I realized the person I found to satisfy you was not right for me I would have left before things became too involved. And when I made excuses for as to why this person relied on me to be around, or why I needed the person despite all the pain I could have moved on. But all the time spent trying to patch a bad relationship is where I have lost myself. I need to find myself. Appease myself. Satisfy my own needs. Take care of myself. I need you, loneliness, to just go away.