Monday March 27th

I am going to a “job interview” sort of. It’s a place that I found on Craig’s List that locates personal assistants for execs, etc. I am going with the hope of getting some temp work this week. If I don’t get to start my DOE job soon, I’m not sure what my next move is. I actually started thinking about moving back to Kentucky yesterday. I am not sure how long it is supposed to take when you move to a new place to find friends. I never did a very good job of that in Lexington and I was there for over 20 years. I don’t know how to make friends, I suppose. I honestly don’t meet all that many people that I would want to be friends with. I have been watching a lot of TED talks this weekend about making your life better and how to be happy, and the common theme seems to be relationships. People that are happiest have solid relationships- I mean all kinds of relationships not just a romantic partner. I have zero relationships. Zero. I am alone all the time. I don’t know how to fix it. I don’t know how to make it better. I just don’t know. 

Later, that same day…

So I went to the job interview. It was really weird. I first met the girl that I had the appointment with, and then, I had a parade of other girls that work there coming in, one at a time to meet me while I was filling out the paperwork. I am really freaking out about not working. I’m scared. I don’t know which way to turn. I am out of ideas. 

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