Lately, I’ve been wondering if I’m in the right major. Maybe this is a common “cold feet” moment before graduation. But every day that I’m at my internship I find myself wondering if I’m cut out for a life of this job. Don’t get me wrong I love it but I’m easily overwhelmed, prone to exhaustion, and over-anxious. These things lead me in episodes of depression and anxiety, which make me wonder will I even be good enough to have a lifelong career in this field. Should I pursue something else to avoid failing especially since my current career choice could affect lives? I don’t know. I’m just thinking. Maybe I’m just lazy and need to suck it up and keep pushing. But I can’t help but think as soon as I graduate and get a job I’m gonna burn out or have a mental break down. I hate this. 

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