I Want Nothing More Than To Disappear

          Your first thought after reading my journal title will probably be something along the line of, “Just another suicidal person.” No! You are so wrong. I do not want to die. Sure, eventually all of us will but I am not talking about disappearing by death. I want that miracle person to find me and to take me away from everything I have ever known in my life. The person doesn’t even have to love me or want to marry me…just to be there for me while I adjust. I don’t just want it…I need it. I need it more than I need my next breath but no one understand this.

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