I’ve been on my own for 5 years now. 5 years of only having to focus on miss and what’s best for her. Of course, I’ve had moments where I’m lonely. Moments that I’ve thought about finding someone new. I just worry now that I’ve been on my own for too long. Too long to be willing to have someone else in my life. Worry that I’m now too comfortable in my own routine and my own way.
I would love another adult to spend my evenings and weekends with. Spend time with. Open my life to allow someone else in. To be honest, putting myself out there is terrifying. I don’t want to be rejected and I don’t want to settle. Whoever I end up dating will obviously become important in not only my life but my kids life as well.