March 27, 2017
Right now as I write this, it is like the room that I’m in is alive with voices. This is the second time that this has occurred to this degree within a week. Recently, the voices have been getting worse about an hour or two before I turn in. Often, they will act frantic, practically shouting in an insane manner. I don’t know if this is just another one of their tactics of disruption or what. Just based on all of my experiences, I have to assume that it most likely is. It’s as if they are trying to mess with me more now just prior to when I go to sleep.
Of course, as soon as I get into bed I usually feel the strange vibration sensation start right up. I’ve also recently been hearing a voice get right up into one of my ears. It’s typically a faint voice, but there’s a distinct sharpness to it that is hard to describe with words. Also, recently I’ve been hearing a voice speaking to me through my pillow quite a bit. This is something that these harassing entities first started doing a few months ago. But, now they seem to have added another twist to this.
If I’m lying on my side, I’ll hear a voice coming up through the pillow and speaking right into my ear. If I try and prevent this by lying on my back so that one of my ears isn’t directly on the pillow, then I’ll start feeling the sensation of slight pokes and pinches coming up through my mattress which is even more of a disturbance. So essentially, they seem to be trying to force me to sleep on my side so that they can disturb me with this voice coming through the pillow tactic.
They are very devious at coming up with tricks like this to try and cause me as much disturbance while I’m trying to sleep as possible. This escalation of ratcheting up the intensity of the voices before I turn in for the night also appears to be some form of deliberate tactic, I’m just not sure what it’s all about yet other than just to aggravate me of course. Perhaps, they are trying to get me to turn in earlier so that they can mess with my sleep sooner….I just don’t know. Perhaps they are simply trying to deprive me of any peace and quiet in the evening. Usually, around this time I like to read a book before I turn in. This obviously becomes more difficult when these harassing voices are behaving even more erratic than usual. I’ll just keep weathering the storm until it passes.