I have no idea why I have become obsessed with my drawing being good lately. I had never cared before I started dating an artist and the only reason I care is because HE wants it to be good. He tells me how I have potential, and if I kept at it I could be really good. Why? I don’t want to be good. I don’t want to be an artist or anything. I don’t know why I have let my ideas be swayed lately. I don’t want to be good at it so I have been applying all this pressure to myself to be better at art when I don’t even want to be good at it. I don’t know why it took so long for me to realize this but I am glad I finally have. I am not an artist and have no desire to be and with that realization I feel like I can go back to my random doodles that are solely to make me feel better and they will do just that. Hurray, I’m not an artist!