What has happen to me before dinner I found myself into the conclusion that my mind is mentally unstable. Hmm. I don’t want to be like this but it is so addictive. I feel Manic and Depressive again nearly eating me up. I prayed that God be my healer. I know that when I believe and have faith in that, it will happen. It really is happening. But sometimes my depressive self just wants to cover me up with it disguising as “comfort”. I can’t stand it sometimes. I feel that I am in comfort but also in pain it just doesn’t feel right. Sometimes I think, what if I just go crazy? I’m so sick of myself being like this.