Mentally unstable

What has happen to me before dinner I found myself into the conclusion that my mind is mentally unstable. Hmm. I don’t want to be like this but it is so addictive. I feel Manic and Depressive again nearly eating me up. I prayed that God be my healer. I know that when I believe and have faith in that, it will happen. It really is happening. But sometimes my depressive self just wants to cover me up with it disguising as “comfort”. I can’t stand it sometimes. I feel that I am in comfort but also in pain it just doesn’t feel right. Sometimes I think, what if I just go crazy? I’m so sick of myself being like this.

4 thoughts on “Mentally unstable”

  1. I so feel for you Roxy and will say a prayer for you. Life is hard sometimes and things can get crazy. Having God in your life and praying, it gives you some peace of mind and with his love, things will get easier for you! He is a big part of my life and I pray to him often to help me through the tough times 🙂 Bless you!

  2. I can relate. I’ve been in your same situation before- not that long ago. You just have to take time and try to stand on solid ground. Continue trusting in the Lord! Once you’ve prayed, just praise Him for the healing that’s taking place. It will all work out fine in the end, I promise. Have hope! 🙂

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