I really hate physics labs.
I also hate Mondays in general.
And I hate weeks with odd schedules even more.
I just really don’t like physics.
I’m also really sad all the time. I really hate myself. I just want to sleep.
For a moment after I woke up this morning, I honestly considered skipping school. Or maybe dying. Just because it felt like death to have to get up off my bed.
I’m really lonely, all the time. I shouldn’t be, because I’m around so many people, and I love them, but it’s hard to feel like they love me. It’s hard to feel like anyone could ever like me. I don’t even like myself. Really I’m just sad and tired and I feel like I’m running out of time, although I can’t say exactly why. And I really can’t make myself feel very happy because even when I’m laughing at stupid memes or stupid videos, I feel empty. Empty and shallow.
Everything is hard and I’m sad.