I’m sad since yesterday,I don’t know why…I’m too young but my classfellow just got married and cousin who is my age fellow is married…

Someone told me I’ll get married in late 20’s..I feel strange and bad

I have never had any boyfriend..I’m not engaged into anything.

I feel lonely. I am feeling lonely since yesterday. I have good friends and family  but I still feel lonely,idk why. I don’t share anything w anyone. I just stay in my bubble. Someone told me the thing about my marriage today. So,its making me feel lonlier now.

I might not feel like this if I had not already been feeling lonely. I am different and weird I think.

I even like this boy,he is too beautiful and good. I don’t think he will ever consider me ever. It not that I’m not good looking but the girls he had around him are way prettier and taller than I am. I am neither that pretty or amusing for that matter. He is 6’2 and I’m 5’4,too short for him. He is also richer than us. So,I don’t even try.

Well, SIGH for me.

I am lonely and single AF. I have no one. 

I feel soo lonely. SO MUCH since yesterday. I hope God give me patience til I get married.

I am also sad for Syria. My heart can’t take the dying faces of little children. I am surely gonna get get nightmares now where I’m running away from army to save my life and there are blasts and I’m running and finding shelter and my family,where I’m trying to save myself from brutal army. 

Dreams are cages,you can’t even escape,torture cells sometimes.

I don’t know why I’m like this. And that friend of mine is still not. Talking properly with me and I miss him and I won’t talk to him because I’m too stubborn to initiate a conversation when he seems disinterested. I hate life ATM . but still I have a lot to be thankful for in life right? Yes. I am lucky enough to have parents,shelter and safety and good education and good food and so many other thing I can’t even count. Alhumdulillah for everything I have.

Gonna go,bye



One thought on “Lonely”

  1. Don’t be sad, it will all work out blue. We are young and our time is coming! Idk why your friend is not talking to you the way you want but that is his problem, not yours! If it makes you feel better, I don’t have a gf right now and that is because it’s my choice! I do have lots of friends and I’m really close with my folks and have 2 awesome sisters. Just like you, you got good friends and a good family. That is what matters most! Idk how old you are but I think you are young like me. It’s not a bad thing to be single and NEVER think you are too short or not pretty enough for anyone! The right person will like you for your heart and for who you really are! You deserve that most! and at the right time in your life! Just because others are getting engaged to marry, don’t mean you wont enjoy the same! The RIGHT person has just not come along yet but I believe that person is headed your way blue. Stay strong and be yourself, always! and let life come to you with Gods help. Also, just because someone is richer then you don’t mean you are any less a person. You will attract the right boy that will want to open that door to your heart and you will be so glad you were patient. You just like me, have a lot to be thankful for, and your future will be bright and happy! Hope I can make you feel better with this {HUG} 🙂

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