I need to keep pushing forward.
Without structure I feel as though I have no purpose and end up wasting time, feeling sorry for myself or just forcing myself to go back to sleep.
If I want to achieve in life I must write myself daily goals. I am going to break everything down into daily tasks. Being proactive always makes me feel better, it gives me purpose.
Yes I have a disability but that does not make me incable of achieving everything I want to. I have a lot of good qualities and I am of reasonable intelligence. I just need to learn to structure my life in a way which allows me to perform to my optimum.
Once I master what works well for me and develop a structured way of living I believe I will become more content.
I’m done with self pity!