Tomorrow I am going to start over. I am going to make a clean start. I am going to act like an adult. I am not going to drink because I know it is never a good thing for me. I know I’ve said this a million times before. I just have to stop fucking around with alcohol. If I had learned my lesson back when I had that wine disaster drunk summer before last, I could have saved myself so much heart ache.
Right now I feel sick and near panic. Sick at my stomach and panic attack flashing