I made a huge mistake last night. I got really drunk. I hate myself for it. It’s 9:38 and I don’t have a hangover because I’m still drunk. I spent way too much money. Ugh. I need to not drink at all. Really. Every time I make a fool out of myself alcohol is usually involved. Please help me stop.
I have a phone job interview at 10.
I am going to take another 1/2 of a xanax as soon as the phone interview is over. I am freaking out. Panicking