Deeper

It’s been nonstop for almost 2 hours straight. The name calling and other verbal abuse. I pretend to sleep again, it’s the only way to make you stop, but it takes a while. In the quiet of the house,everyone can hear you. You sound like a lunatic. it’s embarrassing. 

You finally stop, like usual and try to put your arm around me. You repeat over and over again that I don’t care about you. You can’t help yourself and “wake” me up again. This time to tell me how I mistreat you.  I MISTREAT YOU. I almost laugh. When I pull away from you trying to put your arm around me, you go into a rage again. Screaming and ranting. You’re back to attacking me again. You keep finding new ways to dig that knife a little deeper.  It’s impressive really. 

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