My problem is that if I enjoy a moment I never want the pleasurable feeling to end. That is the route of my addiction . 

I wind up in bad friendships and relationships because I cling on to the good times…. and struggle to let go.

If I buy a packet of biscuits or a tub of ice cream I end up consuming the entire lot.

I feel sad when I smome the cigarette out to the butt and have no choice to put it out.

When I drank, I drank until my poor little brain could no longer function.

If I like a song I will listen to it over and over on repeat. 

Anything that takes me away from the rawness of reality becomes an addiction to me.

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  1. Your propensity for prolonged enjoyment need not be a problem. I imagine you feel things intensely or not at all. Channeling your passions can intoxicate not only yourself, but those around you. Don’t sell yourself short.

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