Entry #4

Let me get this straight.

I like you.

Whenever you’re around, my heart beats fast. I can’t breathe properly. It’s hard, you know, fighting the urge to stare at you every time you are present. When you are fucking near, I can’t find my damn chill.

I like it when we made eye- contacts and you’ll be the first one to react;make face. I like it when you say my name. Actually, I love it when you speak. Yep, I want to hear that voice for the rest of my life. I like it that we have a lot of things in common. I like you.

I don’t know where it started. I don’t know when. I just found myself drowning into the thought of you. I am contented loving you from afar, because I know that you are in love with someone else. 

I don’t want to ruin the friendship that we have. I know things will get bad if I’d confess, so I’ll just keep it as a secret from everyone.

I don’t want you to know that someone’s been stalking your social media accounts, taking advantage of a situation so I’ll have the chance to get a glimpse of you. Staying for several minutes after class hoping that I’ll see you. 

It’s scary, yet it feels wonderful.

Run away from me, babe. Far away from me.

I’ll stop as soon as I can. Too bad I could never walk away.  

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