Tuesday May 2nd

I still don’t have the test results from the 3 I took over spring break. I think the special ed one is available tomorrow, but the english one is not until June14th! It’s stressing me out. Everything is stressing me out. I don’t know what I’m doing or what I should do. My mind is being pulled in all directions. One minute I think I need to move back to Lexington, then the next, I should stay here, then what about moving to Barbourville (what the fuck is that about?), and so on. I just don’t know what to do! I’m scared. I’m stressed, and I’m freaking out.

Later, that same day…

Here is the deal I have just made with myself. If I get the job at Southside or one at Eastside with Mr. Stanfield, I will go back. Otherwise, I will stay here. The vocational school pays on Jefferson County pay scale. Shit, I can’t beat that. 


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