I am filled with so many mixed emotions made of all the hurt you’ve effortlessly caused; even that doesn’t make me miss you any less. I always miss you; but this time… this time is different from the last. it feels more unbearable, as if the longer I don’t hear from you, the more it hurts to keep it all inside.

I know, I know, I know…

I have to be strong so I can prove to myself that if I had once lived without you in my life, I could live it again, if I want it bad enough. but the thing is that I cannot bring myself to want that kind of life as much as I want you.

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  1. The pain of those we lose is infinite but all battles can be fought with time.

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