The voices have been quite strong this evening, much stronger than they have been recently. I am feeling quite fatigued and I do believe that this is a contributing factor. I’ve been very busy at work this week and have been getting home later than normal. It’s the end of the work week (almost) and I am feeling quite burnt out this evening. I do believe that this feeling of fatigue is contributing to me perceiving these voices more intensely this evening. I’m about to turn in for the night. It’s a couple of hours earlier from when I usually turn in, but I’m having a hard time staying awake and quite honestly, I’ve had enough for today of dealing with these harassing voices.
May 20, 2017
All in all, it’s been a pretty mild day as far as dealing with these harassing voices today. Today, I was very busy at work, so I was simply too preoccupied to take much notice of their presence. So far tonight, the voices of these harassing spirits have not been as strong as they were last night. Last night, about an hour before I went to bed, the voices became rather strong. I don’t know what was up with that, but I was exhausted and these voices were taking advantage of that and I just didn’t have the mental strength or energy to block them out that effectively.
As I have stated numerous times before, these negative spirits are constantly trying to play mind games. Often, they’ll play these mind games with me by repeating these obscure riddle-like phrases over and over again for a length of time. Recently, I’ve been hearing these voices say “you’re the first one who…” They often fill in and change the last part, but the phrase always starts with “you’re the first one who…” or “you’re the only one who….” I’ve been hearing them say this for a while now, so, just like with the “higher life form” talk that they’ve been repeating for months, it would seem that they’ve added this new phrase in terms of their repetition tactic.
I just tried to sleep. I almost got there, but it was as if I was being attacked by the harassing spirits. This is nothing new for my situation of course, but tonight the attack was a bit more intense than it has been in a while. I was mostly feeling the strange vibration sensation and it was quite strong. I was also hearing voices coming up through my pillow again.
As I was writing about earlier, they have been playing this riddle/mind game recently where they will say “I’m the only one who……” or “I’m the first one who…..” I was hearing this as well this evening. It’s so obvious to me that this is all just another one of their deceiving mind games, it is very much blatantly obvious to me. I’m not really paying too much attention to this, but it’s another example of how they often say these obscure phrases in an attempt to get me to think about what they mean. Of course, they really don’t mean anything because it’s all just more of their strategy of playing psychological mind games.
Well, I just took a little more sleep-aid and hopefully that does the trick. I’m going to make attempt number two to get to sleep tonight and hopefully I’ll be successful. I have a lot of work to do tomorrow (which they know), so I really need to get a full night of sleep tonight.