Why is it so difficult for me to look at my own reflection in the mirror? I feel so ugly. So thin. I hate my knows. Why can’t I see well, why do I have to wear specs? Why me? I feel disgusted on my own self. How can someone be so horrible. Never have I ever accepted it when people tell me I am beautiful. I have only criticized myself till now. And at times I hate myself for who and how I am.