No Communication

Ever sit down and wonder where you went wrong in life. Why everything around you was slowly breaking down and you felt like it was just you against the world? Well thats how I feel. I feel like all of my “friends” turned against me and we are now enemies. I feel like breaking down constantly, I feel like everything i do or say will never be the right thing and nobody will ever acknowledge it or try to help. I feel like i walk around with this fake smile on my face showing everybody I’m okay when I’m really not. I feel like i want somebody to sit don’t and ask me whats wrong and ask if i’d every be okay. But nobody sees the heart. Nobody sees the pain in my eyes. Nobody is there. Im in a empty room, constantly hearing my voice wonder questions about myself that i cannot answer, wondering if it would ever get better anytime soon.

Have you ever felt like this? 

One thought on “No Communication”

  1. All the time. I hope things get better for you. You just have to live for you. It took me about 34 years to realize that. I’m 36 now. There will always be people that are fake, but as long as you are true to you and do things that are in your best interest you are golden. I have been though a lot and it took me a long time not to care what others thought about me. Good luck 🙂

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