I’m finding life quite difficult at the moment because I am relying very heavily upon myself.
Family live a distance away and at the moment I do not have a best friend or boyfriend.
On the days where I do not feel good in myself it’s hard to lift myself out of the depression. As I am alone and do not know who to reach to.
I am lucky I am not experiencing depression so often, but when it does hit it is incredibly brutal.
I don’t hate myself, it’s more that I am confused. Not knowing who I am means I am easily effected by how I am treated by others. I have aspergers and often misinterprete what people say. On other occasions I missjudge people and cannot see that their intentions do not have my best interest at heart.
If only there was a rule book for life.