I’ve spent a lot of time trying to figure out why this love differs from the love I’ve had before. I’m sure there are more reasons than I realize but I started with some of the reasons I smile everyday. The way I’m treated is something I haven’t experienced before. I know that I matter. I know that my feelings and emotions matter. I feel important and I believe it. I feel like this everyday. He can prove to me everyday, without using words, that he loves me. I don’t have to wonder how my day with him will go. If I get upset with him, we don’t want to fight. We just want to understand each other. This is why our “fights” don’t last very long. Love over everything.
I don’t trust anyone. So for me to worry so little about his loyalty to me, I want to call it a miracle.