I find myself afraid to be happy, to laugh, to feel my feet on the ground and say ´wow..this is it.things are finally going to be ok´…becae every time i find myself in a happy moment not even a minute after something happens and my sunshine and rainbow comes crashing down. How? and why?
Every time this happens. Im so tired of this.its so stupid. What I am i doing wrong? Who did I hurt for this to be my life.