I find myself afraid to be happy, to laugh, to feel my feet on the ground and say ´wow..this is it.things are finally going to be ok´…becae every time i find myself in a happy moment not even a minute after something happens and my sunshine and rainbow comes crashing down. How? and why?

Every time this happens. Im so tired of this.its so stupid. What I am i doing wrong? Who did I hurt for this to be my life. 


2 thoughts on “Ugh….”

  1. Thank you for commenting on my journal entry…I really appreciated it 🙂 I know how you feel here…but I doubt you have done anything wrong. I admire you for being so determined to be yourself and not be a certain way for anyone else.

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