Hi I’m new to this, I will be typing up my diary entry’s. Only so I know everyone else will see them before I am ready to go. I will not be commenting back to anyone so just read. Hear my story, try to understand me and why I feel this way because I don’t even understand myself. I just know I have never felt right living in this world, so one day I will be ready to leave. And I want people to understand why and for my friends and family to know none of this was their fault!