Why is it when they say something, I automatically respond to make them feel better or in defense of someone elses case? Why indeed? Is it mere courtesy, or just me being fake? Yet I am doing it with a smile on my face and small chuckles to coat. Is it inappropriate to act like that when I am trying my best to be better towards them? Am I being honest or just trying to be pleasant? And afterwards wondering to myself, what exactly am I doing. Getting lost in my own thoughts and actions, questioning whether there is any meaning in them.