I have been dealing with so much. People say god only gives you what you can handle. I think god thinks I can handle so much. I was married for 16 yrs my husband and I split up. Met a man a new from school 20 yrs later dated an then 3 yrs got married. After all this happened my younger sister died at the age of 34. My grandfather died months before that. I felt so lost after this happened. I then was diagnosed with cancer. How much can one person take I am the person that always take care of everyone. I’m just tired I have no more to give. Always put everybody first when will someone put me first? Been with my 2nd husband for 7 yrs so many problems he is bipolar and addiction problems. I have stayed by his side when most people would have left. He is making good progress but not sure if I can forget what had happen. I can forgive and try to move on but stuff needs to dealt with or this will not work. My kids don’t like or talk to him for what he put me through. I understand but makes hard on both the relationships
I’m a cancer survivor, mother, wife. I have fought with anxiety and depression most of my life. I’m a good person but being good person doesn’t get me anywhere. Hard to see bad people prosper and good one get raw end of the deal.