I’ve never been a party girl. The looks boys give you, like lions circling prey… ready to pounce at any sloppy, drunk girl who’s lost her pack. Random hookups and stories people tell the day after. Although I promised to go out tonight, in honor of my best friends birthday party. So, I will get disgustingly drunk tonight and do something I may regret. I drink before parties to ease my nerves. I’m the least social person to be around unless you know me. Andrea, the host of tonight is always trying to get me to get me to party with her but staying up until 3 am doesn’t sound too appealing to me. Tonight is different. Finals are over and I’m graduating high school so I think I need to go out for once and show people I exist. If anyone actually reads my entries.. I’ll fill you in on everything tomorrow.