What if…?

What if… I don’t graduate from college in exactly four years just as my parents expect? It is much harder than it might seem. I always find myself struggling trying my best to stay on top of things but it drains me both physically and mentally. What if… I lose track of what I want to do with my life? If I gravitate in taking my life and career in another direction? I can’t benefit off that, all the money my parents have put into it, all the work and progress I’ve been making in the last two years in my college life. I can’t do that. Honestly, I’m just scared of the future…. the unknown. I don’t know what the future holds for me, its so scary. I constantly think about the what ifs… whats going to happen… what choices am I going to make. I know I should not be wasting my time thinking about these things but I can’t help it. I’ll just be here enjoying life subconsciously thinking “What If…?”

One thought on “What if…?”

  1. I am too, scare from my future .I dont know what can expect me,but I have aim and I wiil do all my best to achive.Then I can be confident for my future.It my advice.

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