I’m crazy so I’m not happy with people promising to do better next time. I want them to comprehend and feel my pain/hurt as much as possible.
I want to list off every incident that they’ve wronged me, and make them apologize for each separate incident and make it up to me for every individual mistake. Then I’ll be okay with continuing our relationship.
This has nothing to do with my bipolar. This is just my messed up personality from my shit childhood and life experiences.