boy oh boy this trip has more feels than i remember.

I’m really bored, and I’ve gotten a bit tired of trying to improve on my non-existent artistic abilities, so I decided to reread my favorite HP fanfiction, the one that got me into my OTP.

And boy oH BO Y it is a feels trip. I feel so attacked right now. I remember I almost cried while reading it the first time, and honestly–! It’s THAT good. It’s got more *mature* bits, which is why I wouldn’t recommend it to most people, but it’s TERRIFYINGLY good.

It makes my heart unstable.

Everyone hates this ship, and I am fully aware that shipping it is akin to sinning… especially because it interferes with a mostly beloved canon ship. But I can’t help it. I don’t hate the canon, but I just never saw the chemistry between the original pairing.

I remember the first time I read this fic, I was living in that cold and dark city in China. I found it by reading a Buzzfeed article about the top HP fics that one should read… So I clicked on the link out of curiosity and started reading. I think I must have read almost half of it that night (staying up to about four a.m. to do that… it was a weekend so don’t judge) and I was legit SHAKING after I stood up. Of course that might have had something to do with the fact that by that point I had been awake for approximately twenty-two hours straight but I mean I was TREMBLING, honestly, at how emotional and perfect everything was. It did require some suspension of disbelief for certain plot points, but I mean, it’s a fic, it can’t be perfect.

It’s almost perfect. I want to squeal about it to someone. Alas, I have no one to do that with. I will just suffer in silence.

I aspire to write as well as that fic author. Oh my GOD.

It is such a FEELS trip. All sorts of feels. Every time I reread it, I get hit by a truckload of feels and it hurts but in a really great way, if that makes any sense at all.

2 thoughts on “boy oh boy this trip has more feels than i remember.”

  1. Ohhh I love fan fictions! I write a few but never complete them. Dx writers block gets me bad lol but I love to do it and read other people’s!
    I was never a HP fan but friends of mine were so I always had to watch the movies or read parts of the books lol though some ffs are pretty interesting!
    Also, Art takes soooooo much practice. You don’t even need talent. It’s just a constant doodling and changing styles as you go along and you end up with talent lol
    Buttttt I would also like to be an author! If only I could finish any of the stories i have written hehe

  2. Thank you for commenting on my journal entry and I wanted to say well done on getting your A in physics! Told you there was still a chance 😉 😀

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