she is mine happy she had a good day my day has been lame and uneventful I have sat on the love seat all day watching tv I will probly hit the sack around ten because I have to get up for work I am happy she is making healthy revelations and happy she could make happy memories with little man without stupid sullying things with his self loathing and selfishness. It is reassuring to see her do well and stand firm in her independence. And I can’t wait to make her my wife. Though I hate this separation I know it will only grow us individually and together I look forward to reaping the benefits of this trial. I love her with all my heart mind body and soul and nothing will ever change that. I am her’s and waiting.