So I’ve been thinking, can you love two people at the same time? And love in a way that is passionate? LOVE as in the love of my life, my forever. Are we as humans capable of loving more than the one person we are supposed to be ‘loyal’ to? And that answer for me is yes. A thousand times yes. I haven’t stopped loving you for over 6 years yet I’ve been in love with him for 2. When does it stop? This tug of war of my heart? Who do I chose? I can’t and I don’t think I will ever be able to. I am 2 completely different people with each of you. With you I’m fun and anxious, in a great way, but with him I’m comfortable and at ease. Then how does it end? Who wins? Can it end with just 1 winner? Do I even want a winner?