May 31st, 2017. Day in the life of…

. Greetings… so we meet once again, same place, different format.

  I,ve got nothing more to lose but my life now.  Everything I love has been taken from me or lost.  The most painful thing is my lover Jason… it’s been 5mos. and my emotions r still very raw.  I don’t believe I,ll ever recover from losing him.  We were going to spend the rest of our lives together.  I was having his baby…until I lost it too.

  A baby girl named Dillinger…

 

  We were living on the streets in San Diego…3mos.  we left Phoenix hoping for a better life…so much happened to us there…we went through so much…too much…but we always had each other…I always feel asleep with my head on his chest and his arms wrapped around me.  That was home to both of us…so we were always home.  We lived in a Shanti for awhile… made out of sheets, rope and a plastic tarp.  We were so comfortable and happy there… believe it or not…happy together…bcuz we had each other…

  He wrote “I love Aimie” on a big rock right outside our hut, for the whole world to see.  I was his girl and he was my baby.  He was the one…I,d been searching for all my life… the one I,d been crying out for.

  Lost, all alone, all those years… dying without him.  I finally felt alive again when I found him… like life had a purpose again… everything made sense and I finally belonged to something bigger than me.  I was in LOVE…and he was in LOVE with me… the stuff faery tails r made of…ghetto style…

  But, that’s all over now… never to return… he is gone and I’m dying without him… dying all alone… without his love or touch or taste or essence…

 

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