Today at work was horrific. I don’t know if it’s cause my shoes were hurting my feet but I was tired and was not in the mood to be there. Well, that sounds like a lot of the time but today seemed worse. I left early and came home and took a nap. So the other day, Wednesday, I went out with my co-workers to celebrate someones last day. I took three shots at Joanna’s house and then we went to the first bar. Most of the people from the same department were there. By the time I got a drink there I was already pretty drunk because I hadn’t eaten. We weren’t at that place long when we all went to another place and that’s when I really started to lose it. I was apparently talking to 4 different guys and made out with two (one of whom I work with who I always thought was attractive) and the other was the one that was leaving. Then I went home with both of them and we went in the hot tub at the attractive one’s house. Then I fell asleep and at some point in the morning I cuddled with the attractive one. We were all pretty drunk still in the morning. Nothing happened besides the making out and me practically walking around naked when I went in the hot tub. It was a crazy night and believe me work was a little awkward when I saw him at work the next day. He somehow got my number and texted me the morning after to see if I got home ok and to say he was pretty hungover at work but we haven’t talked since. I think we’ll both just leave it at we were both drunk that night and forget about it. I’ve always had a thing where I never want to get involved with someone I work with because it makes it awkward when something happens. Don’t shit where you eat. But oh well, it was just a kiss and we’ll both get over it. Tonight I’m not really sure what I’m doing or even if I’m doing anything. I got so drunk that one night that I probably should give my liver a rest. Anthony finally texted me today and said he’s been “extremely busy.” Yeah too busy to take 2 seconds and text me back? He said he wanted to hangout tonight but I don’t know. I don’t trust him and like I said before he’s dead to me so I’m probably going to stay home and watch Netflix like usual.