Don’t sh!t where you eat

Today at work was horrific.  I don’t know if it’s cause my shoes were hurting my feet but I was tired and was not in the mood to be there.  Well, that sounds like a lot of the time but today seemed worse.  I left early and came home and took a nap.  So the other day, Wednesday, I went out with my co-workers to celebrate someones last day.  I took three shots at Joanna’s house and then we went to the first bar.  Most of the people from the same department were there.  By the time I got a drink there I was already pretty drunk because I hadn’t eaten.  We weren’t at that place long when we all went to another place and that’s when I really started to lose it.  I was apparently talking to 4 different guys and made out with two (one of whom I work with who I always thought was attractive) and the other was the one that was leaving.  Then I went home with both of them and we went in the hot tub at the attractive one’s house.  Then I fell asleep and at some point in the morning I cuddled with the attractive one.  We were all pretty drunk still in the morning.  Nothing happened besides the making out and me practically walking around naked when I went in the hot tub.  It was a crazy night and believe me work was a little awkward when I saw him at work the next day.  He somehow got my number and texted me the morning after to see if I got home ok and to say he was pretty hungover at work but we haven’t talked since.  I think we’ll both just leave it at we were both drunk that night and forget about it.  I’ve always had a thing where I never want to get involved with someone I work with because it makes it awkward when something happens.  Don’t shit where you eat.  But oh well, it was just a kiss and we’ll both get over it. Tonight I’m not really sure what I’m doing or even if I’m doing anything.  I got so drunk that one night that I probably should give my liver a rest.  Anthony finally texted me today and said he’s been “extremely busy.”  Yeah too busy to take 2 seconds and text me back?  He said he wanted to hangout tonight but I don’t know.  I don’t trust him and like I said before he’s dead to me so I’m probably going to stay home and watch Netflix like usual.   

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