I feel not here.
I feel washed away, like no one can hear me.
In my lifetime theres nothing I have done that stands out from all the rest.
havent saved a life
haven’t donated anything significant
haven’t helped build anything for someone who couldnt
haven’t made a difference
I feel as though that when I am recalled I’m recalled as the bitch, or the dumb one, or the girl, or the prude, or selfish, or another brick in the wall.
I’m afraid that I’m just going to keep blending into the background people will eventually forget I had even been there. theres nothing I have done that will make me stand out from the rest.
so why not fade back into the wallpaper?