WHAT DO I DO?!?!??!!?!?!?!? About the baby ordeal. Do I have a baby and deal with my dad’s anger? After all I have my mom’s support, always. Do I suck it up and try to fill the void and ignore the want and need? So much to think about. Too many questions. Not enough answers. I know what most of you might be thinking. That I’m too young and shouldn’t even be thinking of this. But the reality is.. I’m technically old enough and I am thinking about it.
I’m going to hangout with this guy I’ve been talking to in a few weeks. Not entirely sure what this hangout consists of but he does want to have an intimate relationship in the near future. Maybe this is a sign?!! I’m so lost on what to do next.. I like that this is private though, like I have my own room full of friends to tell my problems to. And no one can see or hear but us. Well I’ll sleep on this for yet another night.. Goodnight Journaling Friends:)