I need to remain focused now. I am in a position where I can make a fair amount of money and get financially secure.
If I keep busy and make sure I have plenty of variety I am less likely to get bored.
For a while I was focusing too much of my time and energy looking for love an acceptance from men. Men who never wanted anything more from me than to get me into their beds for the night. Now I know what I need to do.
There is Zero point bothering with normal men and regular dates. I achieve nothing from them but pain.
As an escort I can date a variety of men. Yes they may not be exactly what I class as attractive, but they appreciate me and treat me with respect. Plus they pay me vast amounts of money.
My aim is to push myself up the ranks so that I am meeting a higher class of men. Hopefully I will earn more money and see even fewer clients. I will save hard until I can afford a house. Then I will set up my own business.
I know fully well I cannot manage a regular 9-5 job. I do not have the energy, concentration and my sensory issues go into overload. Plus why would I when I can earn a weeks wage in two hours doing what I do now?
I know what I need to do…