We’re in a cycle.

And the fact I can’t leave is making me very sad. 

I get up. I go to school. I come home, overeat, relax, go to some club I hate or do homework or something, be “lazy” up in my room. I go to bed, thankfully. 

And so it repeats. 


And again. 

And again. 

And maybe today is just a bad day because in the last hour I- something happened I don’t know what. And now I’m unmotivated and I want to do things but I can’t because there’s no point and I don’t enjoy them. I’m just going to fail at them. 

So I just lay on the floor for half an hour and listened to music. 

Isnt that a little bit sad?

I am a little bit sad. 

I cant wait to go to bed because I’m exhausted. But this time sleep isn’t gonna fix it. Im just exhausted of everything. 

And I don’t know what’s happening. 

Is this really what life is?

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