I have always wanted to believe that the universe has some ‘master plan’ for us, and that what is meant to be will inevitably be. I have always wanted to believe that if something doesn’t go your way, it was for the best. now I find myself wondering how anything could be ‘for the best’ when it results in breaking down. how could it ever be for the best to be beyond heartbroken?
it is difficult to believe the universe wants the best for you, when it takes away the best thing that has ever happened to you. as hard as it is, I have to try my best to believe… maybe we weren’t meant to be. maybe there is something better out there for the both of us. maybe the universe is taking us on some twisted bittersweet journey of discovering something better.
I hope you get everything that you have dreamed of and more. I hope you meet someone who treats you like a queen and makes you the kind of happy you deserve to be. though please know, I have never stopped loving you and there will always be a part of me that hopes we will meet again; a part of me that hopes we will run into each other and fall in love all over again.
despite how crazy you may find it…
I will ever be able to stop believing in us
even though you did