I never thought in my life I would be enduring the pain I’m in now.
Loving someone so much, thinking that if you stay faithful, if you stay by they’re side that they would do the same for you?, But the reality is we truly only have ourselves.
I could put into so many words on how badly you have ripped into my heart, into my soul. I cant explain the pain that I feel every time I look you in the eye knowing what you’ve done, how you destroyed me not as just a person but as a being who has nothing but love and care for you no matter what you’ve done to me. I look in the mirror and think wow whatever happened to the girl who was so happy and willing to whatever I could for the people I loved,