So…I’m grounded still and have lots of chores to do today and I need to shower and I need to brush my teeth and hair, but I can’t find the energy to do anything. I’ve been up an hour and I’m still in bed. I can’t even get up to use the bathroom. My mom seems to not care that my best friend just died, all she cares about is making sure she gives me consequences for smoking. UGHHHHHH. Just 2 yrs, 3 months, and like 2 weeks ’til I can move away from this hell hole and live with my sis in another state. Ohhh AND to make my day start even better…the only thing I’ve actually accomplished today is this journal entry and crying for like half hour. I’m sooo exhausted and just want to die already!!!!