I haven’t written in a while but it’s not like anyone has noticed 😂. Nobody reads my journal. But I’m proud of myself because I realized how much better I’m doing. The more time that passes the less hurt I feel about the situation with me and my ex and all that happened. I’m hoping one day that I can forgive him and forget about it completely though. But I know I’ve made progress because there’s some days I dont even think of him anymore. I like literally forget he exists. (It might have something to do with my short term but hey) I’m still proud of myself. I feel really good.