I broke down
Charging in like a Furious Flaming Bull
Destruction in full view
I am opening that can of worms
I want to peel that scab, and watch the wound reopen
Feel the hurt, betrayal, the numbness
Craving for Peace
I am smiling, I see the truth within your words
The Truth, You are weak
You hide behind Indifference, and the facade of Justifications
I laugh at you, at me, AT the history
Here we are, standing off
Pull the trigger, Set me free
I gave into my crazyness, hoping to cure myself. I contacted him, and asked him the one question I want an answer to.
Him: What answers are you looking for
His response, brings a smile to my face. He has no remorse, and has not acknowledge his wrong doing. He is using the dysfunction, the lack of “Love”, and our short coming to work things out in past, to justify his cheating. Yes these, are all the common reason that would lead a person to decide to cheat. But the act of physically cheating, has no excuse.