Yesterday was my birthday. I’m 18, an adult now, but I’m sad instead of happy. As expected, one of my brothers who I’ll call “CJ” had a conversation with me about “my future” and what I planned to do. I hate talks like that because I never know what it is I actually want to do. As far as I’m concerned, I have no future. I’ve pretty much sat at home for the past 3 and a half years instead of doing my online school. I haven’t done anything productive and feel like a burden to everyone.
In lighter news, my dad took me and my brothers to Dairy Queen (an ice cream place) where I got a “Royal Reece’s Pieces Peanut Butter Cup Brownie with Peanut Butter” blizzard. A mouthful for sure in both name and taste (hehe ;)) Afterwards, I told him what I wanted as a present: a powerful gaming laptop. He surprised me and said he would get it/pay someone to build it for me when he gets his next paycheck. So that’s a plus! He asked me if I wanted to work on my GED so I can go to a community college in the fall (he actually wants me to go to the college so I can socialize) and I agreed to try it out. I just hope it doesn’t conflict with my mom. Things like that usually happen.
Since I’m 18 now and lonely as hell, I tried signing up for dating sites. They suck because no one responds to you if you’re not a girl or a fuckboy. And anyway, all the girls have lives and are only interested in people that are successful/have lives; which I have none of. So I’m out of luck in regards to finding love xD Unless any ladies on here wanna hit me up? 😉 Lol
Forever alone squad, where you at?