8th grade came too fast. My friendships were strong except for me and Rhea because we got into another stupid argument that I can’t even remember. At the same time, I was snapchatting Sri. We started to snap at before school started and at the time I liked him. And I knew he liked me I was told almost all of 7th grade that he liked me and I think it was because someone finally was showing interested. And he has a piercing which I thought was dope, but he hated it; he got when he was a younger. Anyways, one day I asked him why he was ignoring me, I was trying to give hints that I cared about him. Well, it worked and he told ALL of his friends. His two friends in my science class, they wouldn’t stop teasing me and that day I actually caught a cold and I was really sick. So they really pissed me off and right after I had orchestra which Sri was in too. He noticed that I wasn’t looking well and instead of asking me, he asked Kay. Kay told him that I looked bad because his friends pissed me off so much, yes that was true but I was many sick and I don’t ever get that pissed. But Kay was able to convince him to ask me out.
Now this is where everything gets confusing and complicated because he ended up asking if I liked him and then we had that conversation, he never even admitted that he liked me but he said he would ask me out in person… he never did. and he ended up asking me over snapchat. At the time I didn’t think out it and agreed to try it out. Sigh, he ended up taking me on a bike ride. First, I suck at biking. Second, the trail wasn’t even for bikes. And third, we couldn’t have a normal conversation. Half way we dropped our bikes and just walked and even then he was soooo awkward. At the end, he gave me a small stuffed dog that by now lost. After that, I told him I wasn’t ready for a relationship.
This is where everything went wrong. At the beginning of everything, Sri and I agreed to keep everything a secret to the whole school and only tell close friends. And I must not have made that clear or the fact I would only TRY the relationship and see how it would work. But after that, he told everyone I asked him out and we dated and he broke up with me(which didn’t happen at all). I also found out he told the whole football team (every popular guy) that he was on that we were dating. So at school, one of the guys in my science that were friends with Srikar (the guys’ name is David) and also came somewhat acquaintances with me asked me what was true. And I told him the truth that HE asked ME and I tried it out and said NO. David didn’t know what to think, he trusted Srikar and I guess me. After that, lots of people were asking me about, many guys. I was so pissed off and when I confronted Srikar he blamed me fo telling everyone. I told five people he told the whole football team! so the Monday after everything I got sick again and didn’t go to school. everyone who knew about the “breakup” (that ever happened) thought I was so heartbroken or sad bout the “breakup” that I couldn’t show my face.