If I close my eyes, I imagine myself in a place with beautiful gardens and butterflies all around. With the fresh air gently caressing my face with the heavenly aromas of flowers growing. I would like to sleep on the grass and dream of the world that I have held dear to my heart. Simple moments in love. Marriage. Laughter. Happiness. Love with my man of 12 years. A world where all the complications gone and every request granted with a big yes, no hesitations… effortless ease. Most of all, I would like to sleep. Sleep in the arms of my man of 12 years and open my eyes to see his face of contentment and wholeness. Then, I know everything will be alright.