When it is told to you that you can’t be together in this lifetime
Because of the many things you need to fix
After 12 years of fighting against the odds
You have come to a place of acceptance
You let go and then go back to some truths about yourself.
Then you begin to see and cultivate your own life around you
To create experiences and memories
Be involved in peoples lives
Give yourself a chance to open up to people who may give you affection in return
You go on dates and let others hold your hand, give you a hug
Let other people hear you out
Engage in moments of happiness of human nature
And somehow, you feel reassured of the awareness of this life that your soul embodies
You know that such interactions are brief and fading
But nonetheless, they are still good memories that you keep for your own self growth.
To make up for the decisions I have not made with the time lost.
And then you are told again
To believe and have faith in a relationship that has been the impossible.
You are put into the position of cutting all that you have attained off
You reroute your intentions and clean up the loose ends making everything gradually more defined with the connections you have made
For this love
As this love you know is unbounded…. unconditional.
So why can’t I have some peace in this process?