Tuesday June 27th

Next to last day of school. There are only a handful of kids here. I’m not doing anything. I am sitting on my computer in an empty classroom. I think I get to leave at 2:30 today. I don’t see why not. I need to go home and walk/jog. I need to keep exercising in some format every day from now until my surgery day and then start right back as soon as I’m able. I want to lose 10 pounds before school starts back. That means I have got to get my eating figured out. I have to find something that I can eat that is not horrible for me. And if I expect to get a non-ugly man, I am going to have to be in good shape. When I get my chin and lose 10 pounds, I will look a lot better when school starts. I may plan on getting filler in my face over winter break. I will ask the doc about it while I’m there for my surgery. Maybe I can do it while I’m there. If I get my apartment squared away and rent stabilized, I will be able to spend more on myself.

I texted with Andrew last night. He seems nice/cool. That doesn’t mean much for me, though. I don’t know why I am so prejudiced against baldness. I just can’t. I wish I didn’t care, but I do. That bothers me more than being fat or poor or uneducated. I am shallow. 

2 thoughts on “Tuesday June 27th”

  1. I hate baldness too. I wish I had hair on top of my head. I feel hideous with my baldness and wish I had the money for grafting or replacement.
    You are not shallow!
    Find the handsome man you want and desire.
    Old, fat, hairy, bald ain’t no way to live…

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